Just Need To Express Something


Just Need To Express Something
Hello, I'm new here. I just found out about this alexi thing today. I am 29. I recently got into a relationship last week with a woman. I havent had many relationships thus far. So far she seems really cool for the most part, but there are these times when she wants to meet her family, friends etc. I just feel scared to see them. I think thats what I feel. I always had trouble with my emotions even now I approach my relationship like its a job. I really dont want to mess this relationship up. I cant share emotions with her that I dont even know how to express. I can tell its wearing on her. I know how I'm suppose to feel, its like I dont really feel anything. I know I care for her and I dont want to hurt her and I dont want her to leave. I worry so much about not being even worthy of love ever. She's a good woman but I know that I cant keep going on like this with no emotions. Every time she starts talking about them, I fake my response or I just go along with it. but sometimes its tough to fake and I come off as cold. I'm pretty sure this is probably going way off topic but if you read it thanks.

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Alexithymia - emotional blindness - is a personal trait which affects roughly 10% of the population.

Alexithymia describes the difficulty of people to perceive and describe emotions of others and themselves. Most persons concerned are not aware about this deficit and usually they are just recognizing it in contact with others, especially close friends, within their family or their partner.

These pages should deliver additional information about Alexithymia and offer information for affected persons, relatives and generally interested people.