16.12.2019 by Minerd
I scored a 135 on the test, and I am on the autistic spectrum. It's hard to tell whether my alexithymia is due to the autism or because of childhood trauma. Either way, I don't feel much at all. The only thing I notice is that when I see someone else crying, I automatically cry. It's like I'm mirroring what they are feeling. It's not really my own feeling, it's just like I can sense their sadness and it projects on to me. Does anyone else do this?
I will also cry at stuff on the tv, but otherwise I'm pretty emotionless. I can mask well however, and most people are unaware of this. I just recently started watching the tv show 'Dexter' and completely identified with the main character, who I think has alexithymia (I don't identify with wanting to kill however!). Has anyone else watched the show?